i know it's nearing the end of december, but the other day i was thinking about halloween... already. i'd have to say, that has to be my top holiday of the year. when it comes to costumes, it's fun to play dress-up out of your everyday norm. for me, it's a little different. most years, i could never think of what i really wanted to be, because i like to keep a part of myself in my costumes. the last two years, i can honestly say, i did my best. i allow things in my life to reflect my costume. in 2005, i was running out of time trying to figure out what i wanted to be. so i went as my true self... a pot head.
2006 was a little different. a lot of my life has done a 180 degree turn. there's been a lot of anguish, anger, sadness, frustration, jealousy.... so many emotions wrapped up into one. i am not an angry person by any stretch of the imagination, until about 6 months ago. and even now, the anger doesn't show on the outside. i feel it on the inside. i don't sit and scream at anyone. i don't physically hurt anyone, even though sometimes i think maybe it'd make me feel jus
t slightly better. this past halloween, i wanted to display the anger on the outside in a way that people would laugh it off, and that i could also. and this is what i came up with....
